teringat

' so, berapa lame belajar ni?'

'only God knows'

'okay. lepas ni nak pergi mana pula?'

'only God knows'

'okay then'

last wednesday

"abah, duit akak tinggal rm1 je. nti jgn lupe masukn duit tau. kesian akak."

text sent.

text received.

"ok baby.. insyaallah..tq"

temptation

keinginan untuk mengkerintingkan rambut sudah kembali. semakin lama rambut aku semakin panjang. yelah takkan la rambut manusia semakin lama semakin pendek kan? heh. walaupun aku ada rekod rebonding rambut sekali dan mengkerintingkan rambut sebanyak 2 kali dan menyebabkan rambut aku rosak dan kemudian memotong rambut seperti agyness deyn, temptation untuk mengkerintingkan rambut masih tinggi. haih.

i love taylor swift's curls! sangat comel and angelic like but that doesn't mean i like you taylor swift.

owh my sexy jessica alba. curls dia sangat sihat dan comel dan cantik dan owh jessica alba.

my lovely blake lively, i adore you so much in GG. anda mempunyai ketinggian yang menarik, badan yang menggiurkan dan rambut yang menawan. i love you lah!

last saturday

Last Saturday was like the best Saturday I ever had in January. Everything went so smooth like a plan. This is what we called as fate. Heh

Went to pick up H at uni before going to Kelana Jaya. Then we met kak Su and hear lot of stories about designers and fashion industry and loans. Hehe went there to buy stuff for my pattern class but still incomplete.haih

Next we went to The Curve to buy fashion magazines and went to Vivo for lunch. Then we went to the garage sale which is not so happening and the stuff mostly for girls and Nawal was there!! Yeah. The accidentally meet up with her were like da bomb. It feels like years I didn’t see her. Probably months lah. Heh

I kidnapped Nawal and three of us went to Petaling Jaya to complete my pattern stuff list. Hehe next, we lepak at Nawal’s and after Maghrib prayer, we went to Giant Mall to buy H stuff.

Then we went to adha kamal’s bbq party at pipi’s. went there and eat like there’s no tomorrow. Haha The mashed potato is damn nice. Macam lah aku tak pernah makan mak pipi yang buat kan tapi this time macam sangat sedap and I don’t know why. Hehe I met those guys and talked, laughed and everything wasn’t planned!! I loved it! hehe

thank you so much everyone kerana telah menceriakan sabtu aku. hehe

alone

tonight is the first night i gonna sleep without my good friend, H.

today wasn't so bad after all. ada perasmian art market at my faculty and i met abang and ezzatty and few other people.

time amanat dekan tadi, banyak betul berita baru. like lepas ini, kitorg masuk sem bulan sept and habis december and macam-macam la. at first agak mengantuk juga duduk dalam auditorium itu tapi lepas dapat berkenalan dengan 3 orang budak graphic, dapat lah menahan mata ini dari tertido. heh

gururururu

last weekend i went back home. it feels like, it has been years i haven't see mak. really miss her very much lah. we slept together for 3 nights bebeyh. hehe

me, mak n hadi went to wedding abang sarah. best best. i meat pipi and fayaz and sofia and some other mak cik that i know cos duduk ss7 juga and imam and semua lah. the food was nice and i eat 3 senduk nasi. hahaha

my very nice roomate/good friend i ever have in uni/my ustazah and so forth is about to leave me. dia akan berhijrah ke kolej anggerik. good bye bebeyh. gonna miss you sangat sangat lah. heh

fashion department is not easy as you can ever imagine. it's tough and harsh. how can i ever handle the upcoming semester??? haih

p/s aku sudah dapat the camera. hehehe thanx ya H. i will take good care of it. kalau you reduce the price till rm1300 sure i will buy it. heh

the december (4)

13 December 2010

After the long break

It has been 8 days of working and 4 days of holidays including 1 day of ‘ponteng’.

Whenever I’m working, I don’t really think about the tiredness or fatigue that the work gave me but I always think of the money I will get and how to spend it wisely. Maybe the best thing to do is saving the money in the bank or going for backpacking to anywhere (now Singapore is the second place to go after Hatnyai) or go for shopping spree or go to the spa or just keep it. Heh I don’t really know what to do with it.

My holidays have been really fun and fun. It was my cousins wedding at Muar. Everything is going perfect. Nothing goes wrong and the best thing is we enjoyed every moment together. I met so many people and see things that I adored so much. That is love. Heh I wish I could have it. The pureness of love. I know, one day I will experience it. Tak sabar. Hehe.

My result is officially revealed! I’m so glad that I made it to dean list. Alhamdulillah. Congratulations to all who had worked really hard for finals and hope we will meet again at Shah Alam for our degree adventure.

.p/s: esok kerja. Malasnya!

new life (1)

alhamdulillah. berjaya juga aku menyelesaikan masalah registration. sekarang hanya perlu isi borang pengecualian kredit, hantar borang medical check up dan hantar file hijau.

walaupun baru first week, homework tetap ada. haih. kene buat research la, beli barang and beli kasut baru. hehe

macam-macam subject aku belajar sem ni. dari part 1 ke part 2 ke part 3. hebat tak?? hehe ada subject photo, islamic calligraphy, dan macam-macam lagi.

disebabkan tiada camera yang canggih, aku telah membuat keputusan rambang dengan TEXT H dan meminta pertolongannya untuk meminjamkan aku camera dia selama 1 sem. tidak aku sangka dia akan bersetuju. alhamdulillah.

p/s kurus la aku tinggal di shah alam ni. nak swimming untuk release tensi tetapi tidak jumpa lagi di mana lokasi nya. haih

the december (3)

The nut job

Today’s work wasn’t so bad. I can catch up with all the orders they gave.

I get to know more about that textile girl. She is okay. I can get along with her and I hope there won’t be any problems catching us later. Heh.

Ketika sedang asyik membungkus sayur-sayuran, aku ternampak seorang lelaki memakai cycling t-shirt dan berseluar ketat. Keketatan seluar itu sehingga menjolok mata sesiapa yang memandang. Maybe he wants to show off his big balls. That was my first thought. Tapi kalau perut tu macam ahli gusti, tidak mengapa juga. Perutnya agak kehadapan dan mungkin dia tidak dapat melihat kaki ketika berdiri kerana sudah di halang dengan perut sendiri. Then his wife came with their daughter sitting in the trolley. Isterinya juga kelihatan seperti seorang athlete dengan memakai seluar ketat dan t-shirt. Isterinya kelihatan agak muda. Mungkin kerana aktiviti yang mereka pernah lakukan bersama sehingga mengawet mudakan kulit mereka. Aku rasa umur mereka dalam pertengahan 30 an.

P/s: rasa macam hendak tercabut sahaja kaki aku ni. haih

the december (2)

Surprise!

The second day of work really surprised me. I drove my mother’s car which I never did after the accident. ( sebenarnya bukanlah accident tetapi salah jalan. Dari Kelana Jaya hendak ke OU, menjadi Kelana jaya ke Bangsar. Bukankah ianya kelihatan agak pelik tapi menarik? Akibat daripada terlalu takut untuk U-turn, aku telah menukar tempat dengan co-pilot. Nasib baik ada. Kalau tiada, entah apa nasib aku.) . It happened years ago though.

Another surprised was the new girl who just started working today is also a UiTM student AND she took art AND she also took textile. Our difference is she studied at Terengganu while me, at Kelantan.

Well, me and Cintamani (the Nepal guy which now my BFF) taught me some words in Nepal and new vegetables names which I hardly remember. It’s okay. Maybe after a week, I’ll be the master of vegetables names. Who knows? Heh.

the december

So what is the name of the vege?

Today was my first day of work. Maybe you might think, ‘eh? Bukankah anda sudah lama ber honey moon?’. Ya. Benar. Aku sudah lama bercuti. Masa menggemukkan badan di rumah sudah tamat. Kini masa untuk mencari duit. Walaupun sedikit, tetapi ia tetap duit.

I’m working at fresh market department. Vegetables department to be exact. It was very tiring. But I get to know the names of vegetables and their species. It sounds fine to me. Heh

Get to know new friends and new adventure is what I’m looking forward to. But I get more Bangladesh and Nepal friends than Malay but I don’t mind. Mereka pun manusia juga kan? Heh. I hope everything will be fine and I can forget about him eventually.

P/s: Degree oh degree.

Bilakah kau akan mengeluarkan keputusan maut kau itu?

Tidak sabar untuk aku mengetahui kebenarannya.

new life

here I am. trying to plan things for tomorrow.

being in the fashion industry is giving me a big headache. i haven't get use to the systems. I know.

back to Machang, I've been spoiled by the lecturers and staffs there. now I have to stand on my own feet. macam lah sebelum ni aku pinjam kaki orang lain untuk berjalan kan. heh

the november

It has been a while since I didn’t write or post anything to my blog. May be this look like my other alternative. Yeah. Just may be. Today is 23 rd of November 2010 and the time is 12.20 am.

Since I get back from Kelantan, I suddenly stop writing. There’s no internet connection in my house and no more rejected papers for me to fill in with my words. I missed writing. It’s like the only way I can express myself.

I don’t really have friends actually. Let’s just not talk about it. It is so not important. As long I have my family and Sarah I’m sure everything will be fine. And I am very sure of that. They are like the most trusted person on earth, if u ever ask me. Heh

I’ve been single for I don’t know. I’m not so sure actually. It has been months since I know it. This kind of situation really hurt me pretty bad. But I still held my head high though. I struggle hard to get myself on track. And yes, I satisfied with my artworks on my last semester. I’m really grateful to have my dad, my good listener who happened to gave me really good advices on how to be great all the time. Only God knows how much I love him. Back on my not so lucky relationship story, well I don’t really know what to write about him. It’s just, sometimes when I fell really lonely, I tend to cry. I did miss him though. I hope he’s doing fine and continuing his perfect plans.

As for me, I don’t really have plans. But what I know is that, I want to do something that I really can enjoy myself. Well, art really let me express myself. And I love it.

Last Sunday, I went to a mall by myself. I saw people with friends, family and not to forget, couples. Couples are so annoying though. Heh. I don’t pretty much enjoyed seeing couples laughed, smiled, happy and other stuff that they did. I’m not a stalker okay. I just love to look at people’s behaviors. They looked funny without their noticed. I guess I looked funny too. Went there by myself. Am I nuts? No! Of course not. I want to be quiet in a really havoc place like a mall. Shopping and walked around with no scandals in my head. I felt free. It’s hard to explain though. You have to try it if you want to know that feeling of lonely but at the same time, you really enjoying it. Well, it’s not my first time doing it. Heh

P/s: I’ve been stalked by a girl which happen to be a lesbian. It sounds gross. I know. Heh