april (1)

i had a worst day yesterday. i had a speed test. well, actually the whole class had a speed test. it was my design class.

i thought yesterday would be "let's learn draping on dummy" lesson.

TAPI, we have to design the pattern from our previous design (dah la aku kene carut tadi. end up buat design lecturer. haih) then cut it then sew it then collect it then, BALIK BILIK!!! argh, i had the worst. nasib baik sempat hantar. dah la baju tadi macam, haih. dengan technical sah sah failed. memang assignment paling teruk i ever done. haih. rasa macam nak buat yang baru. tapi apakan daya. it's a test so you have to submit it on the end of the day. haih

imagine la, class pukul 9 then aku balik pukul 5 lebih. lama gila duduk dalam studio fashion. dengan tidak makan, tangan menggigil ketika menjahit, kepala pening. aduhh.

nasib baik sempat makan breakfast before went to class. makan sambil berjalan pula tu. hanya berbekalkan segulung roti hot dog dan sedikit air susu Fiza untuk aku bertahan sehingga pukul 4 lebih. then went to cafe untuk makan lunch plus makan petang. kemudian sambung jahit lagi. haih.

dah la ponteng class photo tadi. maaf encik. saya bukan sengaja pun. (macam la lecturer aku baca blog ni. heh)

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh nak buat yang baru!!!!!

tidak puas hati mula menguasai diri. penyesalan mula merebak di hati :(

di manakan jalan penyelesaian??? yang pasti, keputusan akan dikeluarkan minggu hadapan. entah apa la markah yang aku akan dapat. nasib nasib :(

april

baru aku ingat. aku tersangat terlupa untuk upload pictures from hot air balloon festival di Putrajaya. it has been weeks kan? haih. rasanya sangat la malas untuk check which pictures that suitable to be publish for the viewers. takut la pula nanti keluar picture tidak senonoh (padahal my pictures tak ada la senonoh sangat. sometimes ye. sometimes). heh

sabtu haritu, abah bawa pulang camera Canon yang menjadi pujangga hatiku bertahun-tahun lamanya. since sekolah lagi. time tu tiada siapa ada DSLR. hahahaha. tapi sekarang, DSLR sudah menjadi kebiasaan. seperti kasut. semua orang ada kasut. semua orang ada DSLR. BORING!!

so, aku beralih pada sony cybershot. DSC brape entah. yang ada one lense sahaja tapi body DSLR. macam semi DSLR la. best sedikit. lebih kecil dan ringan dan tak payah nak pegang sahaja ketika keluar berjalan kerana boleh di simpan di dalam handbag. basically tidak showing off la kan. heh

tapi ini tidak bermakna aku tidak merindui mu wahai Canon. i still love you okay. kerana kau yang mengajarku tricks and produce more great pictures.

oh tidak lupa juga pada camera Nikon D80. kepunyaan bekas kekasih hati. heh. basically this is the one i'm using right now cause of assignments and stuff. thanks again ya :)

Ben Q, Canon yang film punya ( entah apa jenis camera itu. lupa pula. heh), bekas kekasih hati punya fish eye (sangat cute!!! walaupun hanya guna seketika tapi experience tu penting. heh).

macam orang tamak dengan camera kan kan kan. heh

rezeki dapat mencuba pelbagai benda. selagi masih hidup, aku nak cuba semua benda. kalau boleh la. tapi tu semua perlu wang. oh wang, di mana harus aku cari kau? bagi la clue sikit. please :)

march (9)

lucnh time tadi, aku, fiza, aizat, kak ely and mak (sanggup datang dari rumah untuk support kau fiy. kau SAUFI!!) makan di faculty hotel.

well, as you guys can see, we really really enjoying our meal. makan tak berhenti. memang penat la. duk mengunyah je kerja. heh

fiy, kalau aku gemuk lepas ni, kau akan dipersalahkan. faham??!!

p/s : terasa macam nak makan macam ni lagi next week atau once a week atau once a month pun bole. affordable sangat dan berbaloi sangat. just rm15, you can have it all. heaven heaven :)

march (8)

photos from kolej seroja dinner. malas nak upload banyak-banyak.

last Friday, I've got choices to make. it all happen at the same time. on saturday night. it's just a matter of time and transport that will determine which place i should be.

first was kolej seroja dinner. second was surprise birthday party for haizal. third was to go out with a person. not a date eh. just a person. heh

well, eventually i went to kolej seroja dinner. mak sent me back to shah alam this evening cos i went home friday night. i won myself a bowl/small vase/mangkuk untuk makan maggie. i don't really know which to label it. heh. i get new friends, shira, and some bikers. which i don't know their names. it went well. i felt......okay. lagipun, i can teman hatika also cause the roomates balik Machang untuk buat clearence so hatika will be lonely la nanti. kesian pula. so, i'm here. temaning her. heh

the reason i can't make it for haizal's cause, i didn't have transport. my dad is damn busy so i didn't get to use the car. sorry illa. i know i promise you, i'll be there but i hope you understand my situation. i'm so sorry. by the way, happy birthday haizal :)

so, when i didn't get to use the car, i also cannot meet my person. heh

aaaawwwww rasa macam tak seronok couse diberi pilihan yang sangat menarik dan best dan hebat tapi tak dapat nak buat pilihan dengan betol sebab perkara kecil. aaaaaahhhh rasa tak puas hati. :(

march (7)

i never cried because of rude word before. well, not tonight. thanks to a friend. an old friend or should i say one of my good friend. i just did.

thank you very much Zahlan Bahari.

march (6)

OMG OMG OMG!!!!!

i saw him!!! the industrial design senior!!! OMG OMG OMG!!!!

he was at the stairs. i was walking up. well, he looked like waiting for someone and texting with someone. Fiza cakap, maybe dengan awek sebab mimik muka dia yang agak happy apabila menerima text itu.

aku pula menafikan. memang la dia tunggu orang tapi maybe member dia bukan awek. get it? heh

apa-apa pun, tadi seriously terasa nak tegur tapi tak terkeluar suara emas ku ini. heh. sumpah dia hotttttt!!!!! haih

well, actually muka dia nerd tapi i love nerdsssss. hehehe

oh pencuci mata. bilakah kita akan ketemu lagi? perasaan rindu mula mencengkam di hati. hehehehe :)))))

from the bottom of my heart

Ya Allah, aku amat rindukan gigi besi :(

march (5)

i just get back from Putrajaya for the Hot Air Ballon Fest. it was suppose to be great but because of the rain and stuff, i still had fun. okay la. but the saddest part was, i didn't have a chance to naik the balloon. haih. tidak cool!!! :(

the pictures will be uploaded soon.......

march (4)

what a boring night to go through. i'm still working on the designs. hopefully by this week my lecturer will approve it. "just pick one sir. please sir. my head is about to explode to create more ideas in my design. I've done many but why you doesn't even want to approve it? maybe my designs sucks eh? or probably i'm not good enough to become a great designer like the others". haih

i wish someone call me and say that he/she miss me very much and we will talk for hours and laugh till the sun rise up. i wish.

i still obsessed with Katy Perry song, Thinking Of You. either its the live version or the album version. both are so nice and kind a like what i want now. but maybe i love the live version more :)

cause when i'm with him

i am thinking of you

what you would do

if you were the one who was

spending the nights

i wish that was looking into your eyes

the lyrics are so touchy. i know. TERBAIK!!! :)

march (3)

13 March 2011 - 10.43 pm

Adik : Betul ke aku eja cookie monster?

13 March 2011 - 10.43 pm

Salwa Hanim Selamat : Yes

13 March 2011 - 10.44 pm

Adik : Thanks a lot of the ring sista!

basically i dont really understand the point that my brother asking me about cookie monster spelling. ingat aku ni kamus bergerak ke? inilah perangai budak-budak zaman sekarang. semuanya mahu cepat, simple dan tepat. kalau nak lagi mudah, buka kamus. bukannya boleh jadi gila dengan kamus. *aku menggelengkan kepala. 3 kali sahaja.