18 June 2011

eceh.

gossiping. kau ado?

expressions.

styles and tactics.

singles. mahu ngorat? cubalah.

din, jangan marah aku lagi please. nanti kita tonton wayang lain pula eh. aku memang tidak tahan dengan penangan Harry Potter la. maaf ya.

cover ah sikit. dah busuk duk pusing pusing dalam tu je. heh

macho!

machocho!

macho ke?

motif?

habis :)

11 July 2011

the food

the score

first prize

2nd best bowler

april

baru aku ingat. aku tersangat terlupa untuk upload pictures from hot air balloon festival di Putrajaya. it has been weeks kan? haih. rasanya sangat la malas untuk check which pictures that suitable to be publish for the viewers. takut la pula nanti keluar picture tidak senonoh (padahal my pictures tak ada la senonoh sangat. sometimes ye. sometimes). heh

sabtu haritu, abah bawa pulang camera Canon yang menjadi pujangga hatiku bertahun-tahun lamanya. since sekolah lagi. time tu tiada siapa ada DSLR. hahahaha. tapi sekarang, DSLR sudah menjadi kebiasaan. seperti kasut. semua orang ada kasut. semua orang ada DSLR. BORING!!

so, aku beralih pada sony cybershot. DSC brape entah. yang ada one lense sahaja tapi body DSLR. macam semi DSLR la. best sedikit. lebih kecil dan ringan dan tak payah nak pegang sahaja ketika keluar berjalan kerana boleh di simpan di dalam handbag. basically tidak showing off la kan. heh

tapi ini tidak bermakna aku tidak merindui mu wahai Canon. i still love you okay. kerana kau yang mengajarku tricks and produce more great pictures.

oh tidak lupa juga pada camera Nikon D80. kepunyaan bekas kekasih hati. heh. basically this is the one i'm using right now cause of assignments and stuff. thanks again ya :)

Ben Q, Canon yang film punya ( entah apa jenis camera itu. lupa pula. heh), bekas kekasih hati punya fish eye (sangat cute!!! walaupun hanya guna seketika tapi experience tu penting. heh).

macam orang tamak dengan camera kan kan kan. heh

rezeki dapat mencuba pelbagai benda. selagi masih hidup, aku nak cuba semua benda. kalau boleh la. tapi tu semua perlu wang. oh wang, di mana harus aku cari kau? bagi la clue sikit. please :)

athlete on January

teringat

' so, berapa lame belajar ni?'

'only God knows'

'okay. lepas ni nak pergi mana pula?'

'only God knows'

'okay then'

the november

It has been a while since I didn’t write or post anything to my blog. May be this look like my other alternative. Yeah. Just may be. Today is 23 rd of November 2010 and the time is 12.20 am.

Since I get back from Kelantan, I suddenly stop writing. There’s no internet connection in my house and no more rejected papers for me to fill in with my words. I missed writing. It’s like the only way I can express myself.

I don’t really have friends actually. Let’s just not talk about it. It is so not important. As long I have my family and Sarah I’m sure everything will be fine. And I am very sure of that. They are like the most trusted person on earth, if u ever ask me. Heh

I’ve been single for I don’t know. I’m not so sure actually. It has been months since I know it. This kind of situation really hurt me pretty bad. But I still held my head high though. I struggle hard to get myself on track. And yes, I satisfied with my artworks on my last semester. I’m really grateful to have my dad, my good listener who happened to gave me really good advices on how to be great all the time. Only God knows how much I love him. Back on my not so lucky relationship story, well I don’t really know what to write about him. It’s just, sometimes when I fell really lonely, I tend to cry. I did miss him though. I hope he’s doing fine and continuing his perfect plans.

As for me, I don’t really have plans. But what I know is that, I want to do something that I really can enjoy myself. Well, art really let me express myself. And I love it.

Last Sunday, I went to a mall by myself. I saw people with friends, family and not to forget, couples. Couples are so annoying though. Heh. I don’t pretty much enjoyed seeing couples laughed, smiled, happy and other stuff that they did. I’m not a stalker okay. I just love to look at people’s behaviors. They looked funny without their noticed. I guess I looked funny too. Went there by myself. Am I nuts? No! Of course not. I want to be quiet in a really havoc place like a mall. Shopping and walked around with no scandals in my head. I felt free. It’s hard to explain though. You have to try it if you want to know that feeling of lonely but at the same time, you really enjoying it. Well, it’s not my first time doing it. Heh

P/s: I’ve been stalked by a girl which happen to be a lesbian. It sounds gross. I know. Heh